HEARTLESS SWEAT FRIEND

Just another chapter in my life gone like the wind,
felt once in a breeze disappear when i blink,
pushing you away was hard and unsure ,now,
 i see i wasn't me but you being the whore

Life has shown me what i am made of,
you have left me shaken up rough like,
every other relationship ,you remind me ,
why i never trust ,love,or cry,you can not,
judge me for i never let you in,only allowed ,
you read an intro to my story within, you can,
lie,deny, pretend i am not there.

friends would probably be best but would that be,
worth it to care?you think you are so numb,
i see what you mean being a sweat heart and heartless,
now you have understood yourself, like you said i do,
think back don't you understand,things might be different,
now to start with i know i wouldn't want you around,
to me you are just a friend now i doubt we can really be ,
a friend as my heartless sweat heart says you are my sweat ,
and special friend hard to forget though being heartless,