HEARTLESS FRIEND.

Just another chapter in my life gone like the wind,
felt once in a breeze disappear when i blink.
pushing you away was hard and unsure now i
see it wasn't me but you being the who're.

Life has shown me what i am made of,
you  have left me shaken up,
rough like every other relationship,
you remind me why i never trust,
love or cry,

You can't judge me for i never let you in,
Only allowed you to read an intro my story,
within,you can lie deny pretend I am not there,
Friends would probably be best ,but would that,
be worth it to care?

you think you are so numb , i see what you mean ,
being a sweat heart and heartless,now you have,
contradicated yourself,like you said i do,
think back ,don't you understand.

things might be different now,to start with i knew i would not ,
want you around to me you are just a friend 'now i doubt we can,
really be a friend but still  heartless heart says yes you are.
my  great and special friend